Good Cries and Boy Hugs

I'm pretty sure that I've mentioned this before, but I love to cry. I love the feeling of all my feelings and bottled up secrets being let out in water. I love it! Last night I was reading my scriptures, and I started tearing up. I don't know why still, but I did. I think it was because I have excitement, sadness, loneliness, giddyness and longing in myself. I just needed to let it all out. So after I said my prayers I turned on one of my favorite LDS songs and put it on repeat.

It's called "The One". It's on the EFY 2011 CD. Believe. Hope. Endure. I love it so very much. And I turned off my light, laid my head on my pillow, and it came. Oh how it came. I cried and cried. But I loved every minute of it.

The "boy hugs" part of the title comes in now. If you know me I like to write love stories. Lots and lots of love stories. I always add a part in every story I've written, where the guy takes the girl in his arms and they just hold each other. I for one cannot wait until I have a guy who will just hold me. Not a hug exactly, just hold me. I've daydreamed about it many times, and last night, I was in dire need of a guy hug. I love you girls and your hugs but sometimes a girl just needs a guy to hug her. Example: me. I love guy hugs. There is just something about them. I feel protected, loved, cared for. I love it when guys add that special squeeze in the hug. Right before they let you go. I needed that last night. I needed someone to hold me.

I would just like to thank all those guys who have given me a hug before. I quite enjoy it, probably more than you know. Also, I've probably needed it when it was given to me. So thank you. I appreciate you all.

I don't really know how to end this....

Love you! Love Jenny.