i'm not sure what's going on.

some days I feel so in love with him.
some days I feel a lot of feelings that I forgot I had tucked away for him.
some days I remember why I like him.
some days I read his letters over and over again.

other days I remember when it got a little awkward.
days I feel fine.
we're really good friends.
 those feelings aren't really there.

then there comes those days..

when I miss him so much that I want to cry all night long.
those days - all I want is to hear his voice.
get a text with his name at the top - saying
              "I was thinking about you today. I hope you have sweet dreams angel."
dance with him again.

                            this is a little confusing.
                            i guess we'll see what happens in a year.